Creeping back into the groove.
If you've followed me for a while now I'm sure you've heard that I've struggled with mental health for the past few months. During this time I basically cut myself off from everything I love doing - live streaming, makeup, photography, videography, editing, cooking, working out, you name it and I cut it. I had absolutely no desire to do any of these things, I'd try and end up sitting there not knowing what to do, it felt like I just couldn't connect to the place I draw creativity. This all changed this week and I'm really not sure what it was, maybe it was the fact that I've been able to eat more? Either way I found that spark and I've been back to creating! Am I creating fast? No, not at all but I'm slowly getting back to doing the things that bring me joy and I'm pretty sure that means I'm on my way to healing. Now I'm no expert but I woke up happy two days in a row so I'll take it! While livestreaming scares the crap out of me now I fully plan on trying to conquer that beast. I know it won't be easy and I'm probably going to continue to struggle but I'm one stubborn woman and I don't give up easily, so bring it on MFC! It's time to tango!